i'm missing you like hell.
omgoodness..
i gotta sort my stuff out and plan an outing for us both fast!
gosh.

school is starting fast,
ive yet to settle anything,
and my napfa test is this wednesday!
WHAT!

okay i so need to get things written down,
organise, focus!

first SCHOOL,
next NCC,
most important a date for me and you.

to make things worst im broke!
dead broke!
NO!

aww and the photos in baby's facebook,
awww did you have to go put my picture with that witch hat on??
gaga.

i wanna take you somewhere,
somewhere where ive never brought anyone before..
somewhere it'd be the very first time i brought someone with me.

but i dont know where..
hmm,
time for me to research yo:)

man there's a lot going on in my mind now,
wish i could just run away from life,
run away from reality.

if only time was irrelevant,
and death never did exist,
alas im just an ordinary human being,
another imperfect soul.

sometimes i wish i could throw my life away start anew keeping only the good things in life,
i just wanna run away,
far away..

the rain has been so tempting lately,
it's like if only i could start running in it,
then cry, then sing my hear out..

i want it to rain so bad..
ouh rain wash the pain,
an unknown type of pain residing in me..

"i guess i'll never know me"

(9:30 PM)