cohesion night!
FINALLY!
ive found the song ive heard a lot,
been finding for it now found it,
Always Where I Need To Be- The Kooks.
nice!
yeah lets update on what has been going on in my
ephemerally euphoric life.
lalala..
okay so let's start with the 1st of March 2009.
it was the last day for our ppcdl course.
haha ive improved in steering and not as "gabra cum kanchong" as the day before,
(panicky).
went to the kelong,
waved at police doing coast guard duties on the sea!
visited a kelong..
i mean this ppcdl course has seriously taught me alot.
before this,
we'd always have our sea module as sea cadets,
it has always been a theory lesson..
you'd not be able to visualize such a complex topic,
but when you are really out at sea and you see the real deal
yourself,
you've got a far much more clearer idea and it was just really cool,
seeing things we learned from books coming to life..
though i have to say that i really gotta improve on my parking skills.
haha but overall not that bad sabi:)
yeah last minute found out that the next day in hq,
we had to report early,
so i decided to stay in.
packed my stuff,
i went alone though,
as saggy could not make it on time,
and it was a last min thing for stp.
walked into hq,
met the eastiesss!!!!
love them a lot,
played murderer one whole night,
they're really cool man,
their district spec SGT Farhan,
lagi cool!
haha you guys super fun lor..
gaga
babi level 5
bwahaha
*inside joke la people*
2nd March 2009
stp and saggy arrived,
met our daddy training cadre to be,
he briefed us,
then met with our cadre bros to be,
all the training cadre specs..
man i always thought that they were arrogant,
but they're really nice people,
super fun to be around with.so first station i took was the rock-climbing wall!
wow! *Mr Derek's style of saying it".
haha.
so Herlad Chia, Sir , SGT Aizat and Sealsports Erna was assigned there,
had loads of fun with them and i learnt a lot,
seriously..
like the knot sgt aizat taught me and the methods of belaying safely,
taught by Miss Erna and haha about my stupid hairy arms noticed by,
Herald, Sir.
wahaha.
but guess what after 4 years in my NCC LIFE,
ive finally conquered the wall!!!!
i rang the bell like hell.
so freaking happy lor-ephemeral euphoria.
afterwhich went to the gym,
my very first time in it!!
wahaha,
man i got super jealous looking at all the macho specs
carrying weights which were effing heavy,
when will i be able to all that??
then played soccer!
wee..
haha,
i played badly lar.
very the sucky.
haha all i can do is tackle pass or pressure,
ask me to kick in proper direction or strike..
haha wait long long..
but yeah played with all the specs,
they were nice didn't bully me..
haha yeah teased me got arh..
they said" lain kali pakai kain main bola eh" when the ball ole-d.
haha translation " next time wear a sarung(long cloth wrapped at waist level to the ankle) whrn you play soccer"
see bullying me right?
haha.
but yeah they're super fun lar.
3rd march 2009
DID HIGH ELEMENTS TODAY:)
MR DEREK WAS THERE!!
haha yeah,
carebear stare!!!!
ok random,
yeah so finished super fast today cause it CAT 1.
was heading to 2 SIR canteen to get a snack,
we bumped into Herald, sir,
he asked if we wanted to go help west liverange,
of course we wanted to.
so we went!
did scoring with clement;)
yeah it ended really fast.
and i got to clean rifle!
yeah!
headed back to hq,
and headed home.
we then waited for sgt idris, 2LT Herald and edil.
haha.
suddenly Herald, Sir saw us waiting for us then he said,
wah so sweet wait for me,
then he said he wanted him treat all of us to dinner..
i was shocked man.
thought he might be joking or what,
but it turned out to be real sia.
we headed to northpoint and he treated C/CPT Hassan, C/LTA Aindinna, C/LTA Edil,
C/OFFR Hezuan Edil, SGT Idris and myself..
haha.
THANK YOU SO MUCH SIR!
and did i mention that you really have nice brown eyes..
haha compliment only arh.
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2LT CHANG!
yeah that's about it,
life..
my life= ephemeral euphoria.
what is desire?
according to dictionary; a feeling of wanting something strongly.
my take on it,
ikt is just a want, not a need.
but passion to me is a need,
so whatever it is for me, passion comes before desire.
"At times when the silence begin to surround you,
you drown into those thoughts.
everything starts to fade,
you suddenly forget who you are and
where you'd belong to.
for that one moment,
you get to search your soul"
-sabiruna-
(12:29 AM)
