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Monday, February 9, 2009

today i just feel diminished.
it's like everything ive work hard for has come crashing down.
i hate this feeling.

ive just got to find the meaning in my life,
the reason to why i do things.
i dont want to just end up with nothing.

i want to be free,
from all the worries keeping me lockdowned.
i don't want to spend another day in this cage again.

i want to smile and know that i'm happy.
i want to just be brave and travel the seven seas.

i want that sastifaction,
like how rain brings joy when there's a drought.
i want that feeling.

something that tells me,
what i'm doing is right,
that i can stil chase my dreams
no matter what.

yet im trapped.
nothing in my soul.
nothing.


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