shit.
i dont feel like myself now.
instead i feel so fucked up.
looking back,
the steps i took,
i feel like shooting myself.
fuck how could i be so fucking stupid,
fuck! fuck! fuck!
ive finally lost my sanity.

im going fucking crazy,
shit and now im fucking breaking down..
ARGH!!!

stupid,
when you had no one,
you turned to me.
i supported you,
trusted you,
you cheated me,
played with my fucking feelings,
and now you won't even say hie.
FUCK YOU.

moving on to the next person,
i saw everything in you,
but you were just another jerk,
believed you,
trusted you,
6 months,
what the fuck was i doing??
STUPID.

MOVING on to the next person,
you were my closest friend,
you were always there,
now you're gone not even a word from you..

next,
it seems as though im always there listening,
when it comes to me,
no one wants to listen,
shit.

why the fuck am i even typing all the fuck words here.
guess im just fucking pissed off.
with what...
well with my stupid life,
with stupi things happening around me..

with everything,
the past, present and who knows maybe even my future.

stupid sia.
think i just have to have a timeout from everything in life.
maybe tomorrow would be a better day.
maybe tomorrow.

i could have been mean enough to state your names here,
but i guess its not worth the time..

(11:53 PM)