well,
life's been okay so far,
i'm feeling super guilty nowadays..
some people may know why whilst some may not..

let's start with the 27th february 2009,
it was the cadet officers forum and cohesion night.
so cadet officers' forums' turnout was pathethic.
the estimated was 2oo and only around 60++ ended up coming,
listened to some issues,
some good whilst some are just no brainer questions..

yeah so the forum ended and i saw an oldbird whom i seriously didnt want to
see at all..
wah never even say hie nowadays..
sad man.

haiz..
so met a lot of people ive not seen for ages,
shook hands with people i dont even know,
cohesion night what,
you're supposed to interact with the people.
met some weird people,
freaky people,
met a lot of nice people too:)
wah got my cheeks pinched after so long!
it was nice to see you again man!
i hugged syimaholmez!
man she's a rocking dance partner!
love her to the core sia!

it wasnt really happening at first but when it came to the disco night,
boy did everyone enjoy themselves,
i was perspiring from all that dancing,
but all i know is that,
that was just not me,
the person who was dancing and god knows whhat else i did..
tsk tsk..
haha i dont know what got into me and i just kept on dancing,
awfully i have to say,
well but who cares i enjoyed myself..
i just had to shake all the stress out of me.

i should have stayed in,
super vamp told me bout her stay in.
they played soccer!
wah lao!

yeah but towards the end,
boy did my heart ache A LOT!
i was feeling super guilty.
still am.
im sorry..
really am..
haiz...

yeah.

28th february 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

yeah.
had ppcdl today.
(power pleasure craft driving license)
wah im so gabra driving the boat.
ive got the procedures right,
gotta improve on my steering,
yeah..
haiz..
super tense lor.
"CHECK STARBOARD"
"STARBOARD CLEAR"

wah!
can die,
but its fun learning new stuff,
andd ippt is coming in 2 weeks,
and ive yet to train!!
WHISKYTANGOFOXTROT!!!!
ARGHH!

GOSH!
im so messed up,
im lagging behind everything!
what's going on man sabiruna!
this is not me..
this is definitely not me!!
arghh!!!!

i just cant wait for school to start,
maybe life would be much more controlled or maybe not,
who knows i might turn crazy wild..
OMG!

yeah ppcdl-ing again tomorrow,
i think im mugging tonight..
yeah..
nothing much to do..
the least i can do is mug or ppcdl,
write out my schedule for the upcoming 2 weeks.

life..

"sometimes life isn't about getting what you want, sometimes you just have to let go"

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